[ Shay’s Journal ] I was in love brutally and blindly, proven through my digital artefacts. LoL.

Another years of resolutions, with unrealistic thinking.Haha~

This morning, when I am playing with email trash can and on-progress unsubscribing tons of mailing lists I have found some interesting notes. It was written years ago and felt like dummy. It was all in Bahasa Indonesia and I try to reminiscing each feeling attached to them. I maybe want to laugh out loud but I think this is what they have called move on. When your tragical moments being replaced to a good memories where you can laugh at with unecessary feelings.

Ok I’ll copy and paste here, add with the timeframe. Funny, this note aged ten years ago or even more. Oh no, time flies. It’s real!

This is the oldest note. Too shame to read but I feel like: What the hell I was doing!!!

The following notes, I wrote at the same years. Here you go!

ok then, I will just copy and paste because it is already 7 am and I already promise to myself to tidy-ing up my room. You won’t believe it what actually happened in my room. All messed-up but I feel okay, well, this means: You have got the problem, dear! So let’s wrapped it up and feel free to laugh at myself.

Oh God, how sweet those feels, rights?

While listening to Baru Biru song: Senin Dan Statiun. Well, we were not meet in a train station. All I remember, we met in some nice place. And you are now in heaven :) . Al-fatihah.

Oh I miss you!